• 9:40 PM, Monday, June 22
fuck luhsi can`t wait to fucking get out of this fucking house
i hate everyone in this house
especially myself
fucking unreasonable people
i really have the impulse to just pack up & leaving this fucking place just now
really wanted to just go
trust me there is a limit to my patience
i don`t mind living alone & support myself
though it will be tough
but at least better then now
i`ll have the freedom & peace i want
fucked up man
i swear i`m fucking unhappy
with no one by my side
tears flowing down like a running tap
i can`t find any word to describe the feeling now
trying to get rid of the unhappiness within me